help.

Think i'm crazy. 

get out of my head. 

pls.

Emotions. (Random thought)

How do we get the urge to wanna know more about that very someone even though knowing that it's impossible. 

You coincidentally come across to someone and their stuff, be it their interest, things that they're doing or even just the way they look in the pictures that they take. 

It's not that type of desperation to want that person to notice you but you just want a chance to be able to get to know each other and just be friends through common topics and stuff. It doesn't matter if you guys can't hit it off but at least have a chance to try. 

But maybe you'll have the fantasy of having chances with that person but without doubt, you'll naturally compare how well their previous partner will be like compared to you. You'll never be as good looking, able to be compatible or suitable for each other than them. Ofcourse, not everyone feels that way that they compare themselves but i'm sure i'm one of them who compares myself with them and make myself feel horrible and sad.

Knowing that you can only appreciate everything from a distance and not any closer because chances might not be there. There might be chances of bumping into each other but you guys might not have eye contacts or any idea that they're just beside or near you. Because time is never always right and fate is not always right on the spot. That is why timing and fate plays a very important part to compatible everything together. While the rest of it depends on how we decide to continue and further improve on it. There might be mistakes here and there but be sure to know that at least you've tried. 

Because, if you don't, it might be too late to be regretting about what you should have done instead. 

Maybe you'll start trying harder at what you're currently doing to make yourself feel better and secretly hoping that the person will notice you and make you feel good about what you're capable of. That can be a form of motivation to keep pushing yourself to the limits that you think you can't reach. When you're satisfied with what you think you couldn't achieve, that is also one type of happiness that you should treasure and appreciate.

PS. it's just a random late night typeout sorry if there's any mistakes. Bad English and really sleeping mind right now.

-i am not referring to anyone, it's just a sudden thought that i come across- 

Extra editted shots.

Truancy // Jeffrey Campbell

 " The higher the heels, The closer to heaven. "

 That pretty pink box. Although i still prefer the previous design.

 Knee high socks.

Headed to PVS bazaar to take a look, hoping that i'll get a pair but kinda not expecting much because they're always left with small sizes and yep my shoe's sized 39 and that's pretty huge for a girl. Hahaha. So, basically went there after my meeting and then meetup with my friends over there. Looked around and Truancy caught my eye immediately. HAHAHAH sounding all dramatic but yep. It all started when i saw Bunny (GRAV3YARDGIRL) posted a photo of her black and white truancy so since it's available with my size and it's on SALE.. So why not!! Best buy ever. Already my second pair so far. It's only January and, so gonna clear my old shoes for new ones. Hehehehe so excited. 

So started school. New term, New subject i guess. 3 months of draping then 3 months of internship (hopefully i get to work at somewhere). After internship, Final year project! So excited but ugh all the negative thoughts.. Oh well. Will try to do my best. Gonna try to aim for poly after i finish this course. :-)

All right. That's all! Have a great weekend and CNY soon! Just hang in there. Goodbye! 

2014!

Hi!! So i finally bought a guitar, ikr after so long. Yep. It's a takamine. Hehehe sounds really awesome. :-)

So i did a cover of Hold on till may by Pierce the veil. Dedicated to ardildo that annoying cat. Bwahahaha enjoy guys! :-) 

Covered Royals by Lorde too. 

So, yep that's all i guess will update again soon!! Have a great year ahead, start your year well hopefully, go for it if you hestitate (positive stuff pls) hopefully i don't mess up this year because this year is gonna be really important to me. 

Goodbye! :-)